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Tongue Play.

you look good enough to eat,
so i think that i will.
just relax baby,
and enjoy my skill.
**
it’s all about you and your pussy,
that’s my only concern.
if you want to eat pussy well,
watch and learn.
**
i expose her clit,
and let my tongue go to work.
i’ll know i’m doing it right,
when her body starts to jerk.
**
i lick the inside of her pussy
i put my tongue in deep
not only will it make her cum
the shit will make her weep
**
when my mouth is full of cum,
i know i’ve been a success.
she’s drained of her flluids,
and we’re both a sticky mess.

Black Males Are To Blame For Trayvon Martins Death.

“When main stream america see a typical black male, we are either carrying guns, rocking bandanas, throwing up gang signs, selling or talking about drugs. And this is the image we put out there ourselves. This is not white america saying “oh black males are gangsters and kill people”.

I know it sounds crazy, but yes i do blame Black males for trayvon martins death. I still put the blame entirely on george zimmerman, but black males play a major part in the death of this young man. Majority, not to say all, but most black males want to be hardcore, gangsta and killers. Look at how we conduct ourselves over social networks, rap songs/videos and on TV.

When main stream america see a typical black male, we are either carrying guns, rocking bandanas, throwing up gang signs, selling or talking about drugs. And this is the image we put out there ourselves. This is not white america saying “oh black males are gangsters and kill people”. This is US putting that image out there for the world to see, and honestly Now this has been going on for years, and sadly this is not going to change and tragedies like Trayvon Martin will continue to happen.

I could easily sit here and blame white people for how black males are view, but i do not do the blame game. We control how we are viewed, and we choose to show the world the ignorant side of us, especially young black males.

Take a look at rap/hip hop, which has now become main stream to the world. Look at the lyrical content of the songs, the videos and the persona they present to the world. Now these are Black Males dishing out this type of stuff to the world, And white people listen and take head to this.

Now if we presented ourselves as something better, would white people fear us the way they do? (not to say all white people fear young black males, but the majority does) Maybe, maybe not. But why dont we found out? Why dont we act like civilize citizens instead of raging animals. Being gangsta only gets you but so far in life, and      maybe, just maybe if we represent ourselves in a better light, tragedies like this wont happen again.

PS: I just went all over the place on this, really couldnt put into words what i honestly wanted to say. But hopefully you get my point.

Dear Diary: Goodbye? Sadly, yes.

I know as of recently i been saying some crazy ish, dont worry im not depressed or suicidal. Just dealing with tremendous amount on stress on a personal & business level. Wish i did have somebody to talk to, but i never get personal with anybody or get into detail with anything personal in my life. I know thats bad and at times i need to vent to somebody, but i cant. I cant let anybody in too close, even the person who knows me the most (cherm) only knows about 60 percent of me. But mentally im good, just drained and tired. So with that i say goodbye to anybody who is reading this. Even tho i wasnt planning on making my exit so soon, swore i had at least a good week before things change for the worse, but of coarse when it comes to time it never works in my favor. So basically i have less then 48 hours, son of a bitch B! So i guess this will be my last post on tumblr/tumblr/twitter. If you got the number, you can use it, but if u know me my number never stays the same long. If you know the address, the address changed..Catch me in the Southern part of…………TBC

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Why Do We Pick And Choose?

Last month one of my friends got shot and killed, an innocent kid in the wrong place at the wrong time. But where was the protest? where was the support? Why is that we do not unite when its black on black crime? Something that happens every day in america. Where was Al Sharpton and his bull horn screaming we need to bring this man and his family justice? 

This is a problem: We unite as black people when a crime is committed against one of us by a person of a different race, but not when is somebody of our race. Now why is that? Why do we turn a blind eye to black on black crime, or hardly speak or say anything about it. But when its a crime involving another race, its so much outrage and disgust? 

I would figure we would be more disgusted when its black on black crime, but sadly we are not. We just over look it or dont care, unless its a horrific crime that touch our hearts. But it shouldnt be like that, we shouldnt come together just because a white/hispanic man kills a black man. We should come together when any crime is committed against a black person, regardless the race of the person who committed the crime.

Majority of the crimes that happen in urban areas are committed by somebody of the same exact race, But this is not a problem? Why doesnt crimes like this warrant outrage in our community? Spark protest? Or large media coverage? This shit is a major problem and needs to be fix asap! When i walk out my door later today, im not thinking about a white man robbing me, picking a fight with me, or hitting me with a stray bullet. Im thinking about somebody of my same race doing this to me. And sadly, if that happens, it wont be no news story, no protest, no outrage. Just a little 3 sentence paragraph in the local paper and thats it. But if a white man did this to me, it would be all over the news.

Trayvon Martin: We will Forget.

Such a tragedy what happen to this young man, but sadly we will soon forget. Remember Troy Davis? innocent man that was put to death in the south. Remember Caylee Anthony? The child that was murdered by her mother casey anthony. What about Ramarley Graham: The unarmed teen that was gunned down in his house by police in the bronx this year?

These are 3 things we are outrage about and talked about when it was a “hot topic” in the news, but after it stopped being a news story, we all forget about it. Sadly we are not united (especially Black Americans) as we once was. When injustice was brought upon black americans we would unite and rally until something was done. Now we just facebook, twitter, sign petitions, maybe protest for a day or 2 and thats it. Nothing changes at all, and the topic just fades into the background and end up a 1 paragraph story in the papers a few months later.

It hurts to see a young black man die at an early age for no apparent reason, but nothing can be done. The man who did it wont go to jail, and if he does go to jail he will not receive the time that WE want him to receive. Im not saying we should just let this go and move on, but if you really want to take a stand and do something, Remember TRAYVON MARTIN at all times, not just for the moment.

RIP Trayvon Martin.

Dear Diary: Facebook “ACS cases in the making”

I feel sorry for the kids of some of my facebook friends, sadly to say. I see the stuff they post on their status and i think to myself “is that person really fit to be a parent?” I mean you can post whatever comes to your mind on facebook, but you are also a parent. So you suppose to carry yourself a certain way, if not for you at least for your child. Because remember you are representing them as well as yourself. I know sometimes you have stuff on your chest you have to get off, but before you do…think about this - how would your child feel is they seen the things you post? Or how would you feel if you seen your parents post something like that? I know im the last one to talk, but as of the past few months, i hardly curse or even use the N-word on my facebook. I realize i have family members, cousins, nephews and nieces that look up to me thats on my facebook. And how can i post garbage or things that make them look at my in a negative light? I cant, maybe it takes some longer to become mature than others.